cia's l.o.v.e -y.o.u-h.a.p.p.i.m.o.m.e.n.t

movie

2009-12-04T18:47:00.002+08:00

i wanna watch Zombieland (2009).
heehee=D

and i watch twilight saga: New Moon..
qute a nice show, and the main focus is TAYLOR!
my werewolf... lol....

he's getting cuter and cuter...

and i watch it with him.... u r special

helicia

2009-12-04T18:40:00.003+08:00

i wanna say sorry ... sorry for hurting you...
there's nothing else beside sorry..

plz forgive me...

2009-06-09T03:53:00.003+08:00

it's been such a long time since my last blog...
i've tons of picture to upload soon perhaps tml when i've the time to do so..

brief update.

my lappy is gg to die soon , the flickering lcd really egt on my nerve.
i'm gg to sent it to hospital soon.

4/6/09
celebration with the mighty family! w/o serene!(exam)
was quite fun as they rent 'car' for mi!
lol...but the outcome like very "EXPENSIVE"-mak kor kor & YH shu shu. PS!

holidays.
gg to end my holidays soon. 2 weeks really fly...wheee...
and wed gg to retake one of the module. "F"!
haix the UT for that was like so HARD!
i think i'm gonna flunk tat..
anyway i can say i flunk all modules as i'm not interested in studying.

life can be miserable when u ar e doing smthing that u are force to do.
i hate studying but...

i think all my frenes around mi are forgetting mi.
i dunno why but i can sense the distance.
they all have their own friends and their things to do while i'm slacking my life here blogging and whining.

i think i shld buck up and be someone 'useful'

monday i'll be working. so i can return all the debt i owe my friends and mum.

haiz, i'm kinda emo anyway, so ignore mi=.=

=LIFE STILL GOES ON=

cia246

2009-04-27T12:24:00.003+08:00

HApPy 21st BiRthDaY to Our pReTTy BabE,

miSS SuI KaElinG !

tis is a cake bought u by Jackie=D

did enjoy the chalet todae okies?

thanks for inviting!!

cia246

2009-04-07T16:26:00.016+08:00

outing with my sisters!!!

246

us!!!

loves

cia246

2009-04-07T16:00:00.002+08:00

back to blog!!!

ytd went out with dear to watch The Shinjuku Incident (2009)

it was a nice show...hahaha

but dear laugh @ the part where the main cast had his hand cut off...

so evil rite...

after that we went to eat @ PS.

i order green curry and i let him taste some..

@ first he got freak out bcox of the color..haha

LOL...u shld look @ his freaking out face=)))

EVIL HELI

after wasting 1 year workin,2 years of enjoyment in ITE

i finally gg to polytechnic...

RP - Industrial and Operations Management

same course as ting mei who just graduate from there...

OMG.... all my sec frene alredy graduate le while i just got into poly..

By rite i should be overjoy ...

however i did a lot of thinking....

i should be working now with my higher nitec cert and create a career out of it and not another 3 years of study which i can't perdict whether i can study with flying color result...

but my mummy wanna mi to study more ,she say is for my own good and when i can study just study ...

i calculate already...i have been studying since 4 yrs old... it'll be 20 years (if add on the 3 years in poly)

after i grad i'll be 24.. damn old liao and somemore finding a gd job with gd pay is not easy too...

haix i dun wanna think liao as long i can rot before gg to social also good la..

still can enjoy another 3 years of student deal.LOL..

hmmm another 13 daes to poly... I SCARED!!! have to make new frene .....

chaos..

cia246

NO WORD

2009-03-19T01:16:00.026+08:00

MIXED PICTURE I"VE FOUND!=)

the gourmet i've eaten=))

the ikea food~ spent about 30 buck on tt!

reunion dinner 2008

SLICE @ FAR EAST PLAZA

princess cake @ ikea

Profiterol @ CQ

Riso @ CQ

Soffiato @ CQ

strawberry ice cream cake from swensen

from ajisen

Pasta mania~

2008 birthade cake =)

from emi-cake

BD cake from ting mei mei=)

my fav but i can't rmb the name=)

that;s my name anyway:

helicia=)

2007

went out with fish mei for doughnut~

yummy ! look @ those doughnut~faints...

that's mi!

that's fish mei

fish again=)

arghx!yum yum!

US!

us again=)

2009

boring mi!

cia246

2009-03-19T00:33:00.007+08:00

MON 16 MARCH

went out with dear dear and papa

to vivo city to get papa's wife=camera back~

testing with papa's camera~

dear's sexy leg

papa's sexy leg (damn like zha bo leg)

our skinny papa

suspect X...

doesn't look like loh

us!=)

Rotting & smoking while waiting for our show @ 2100..

we bought the tix @ 1700~

end of the presentation~
LOL

My Bloody Valentine 3-d (2009)
was disgusting !

if u like saw series avoid this can watch friday the thirteen instead cox this not much gross scenes...
however the 3D stuff was cool~
LOL

if u looking forward to ghost stuff can try Coming Soon...
was damn freak out but gt dear dear to hold and my fingernail was like poking into his skin~
LOL!

WED 18/3

went out with dear , papa ,fish mei and mak kor to play BB!
went to papa's side @ jurong there de CC to play~

had a great fun there~
dear all pls chio us out for more gathering like todae=)

papa say fri gonna go out to buy yihao shu shu & jia wei de present...
after which gonna go dear's hse to watch twilight~
yeah!!!

I LOVE U DEAR!!!
=)

todae u ask mi wad kind of wedding i wana hold
i was quite surprise
and seeing u trouble about our future make mi wanna stay with u forever.

u make mi have a image of my future with u in the picture..
i love u and i dun wanna lose u
and to tell u the truth i'm jealous about ur game lao po loh!
LOL!

together i noe we can make it & earn alot of money to go oversea~

LOVE U!

cia246

2009-03-14T01:29:00.004+08:00

hello i m back blogging again as promises...

currently i have 6 main things to do in 2009.

1st: Able to get to poly.

2nd: Able to be with him forever.

3rd: Get a job with stable income.

4th: Get tan and slim down!

5th: Open chalet for my 21st BD!

6th: Able to go Malaysia together=)

haix wonder able to reach my goal ma~

wonder if we can enjoy the penang beach together.

oh ~ i wan a holiday!

loves,cia246

happy birthdae

2009-03-13T03:43:00.003+08:00

happy 21st birthdae jolyna!

happy birthdae to u

happy birthade to u

happy birthdae to jolyna

happy birthdae to u

cia246

2009-03-13T03:03:00.002+08:00

it's been ages since i last blog...

haha~

well i'm back cox i jus finish my 2 years happy course in ITE COLLEGE EAST.

FINALLY!

todae i'll jus upload one picture first cox i'm sleepy now!

Ring from JASON!

hahaha~

140309.i love u=)

u really surprise mi todae~

todae is the dae u ...

watch horror movie with mi the 1st time.

give mi surprise when we board 161 back hm.

i really like the ring u gave mi ...although abit big but i love it~

1st time u hold mi hand.

LOLs....i'll stop here cox too ...

LOLs....

chaos~

will upload more picture tml ba~

nites!

cia246

fav

2008-07-25T01:09:00.002+08:00

fav song of the month
Lips Of An Angel -Hinder

I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel.............

And Taylor Swift -Should've Said No

Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you...feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back
Given one chance, it was a moment of weakness
And you... said yes!
You should've said no
You should've gone home
You should have thought twice before you let it all go
You should've known that word 'bout what you did with her'd- get back to me (get back to me)
You need one chance, it was a moment of weakness
And you... said yes!
Oh oh ohI can't resit!
Before you go tell me this
Was it worth it
Was she worth.... this?

Taylor Swift-Cold As You
Taylor Swift-I'd Lie
Taylor Swift-Invisible
Taylor Swift-A Place In This World
Taylor Swift-I'm Only Me When I'm With You
Taylor Swift-Come In with the Rain
Taylor Swift-Mary's Song (Oh My My My)....

check her out=)

cia246

2008-06-25T03:37:00.002+08:00

[Lovers] soon in passion's war contest, Yet in their march soon make a halt.
Davenant.

i think one of the hardest tests of love is like the title says. Letting go is a true test of love. It is easy to hang on to the "safe" feeling of a relationship but true love at times, needs to be set free.

Loving You Enough To Say Good-bye
by Andrea Hill

Why does love have to hurt?
Why can't love be easy?
Why do hearts have to break?
Just give me one good reason.

Why does love feel so strong?
These feelings that I feel.
This love that haunts my inner self.
Why is love so real?

I can not keep these feelings
All tangled up inside.
Oh God I love you so much.
I think I'm going to die.

My heart is beating one path
While my intellect another.
I know that way deep down within,
My mind and emotions struggle.

I want this love set free
But there is weight upon its wings.
Flying forward but standing still,
Held back by many things.

To let go now, it hurts.
With the time and effort gone.
I Just recognize no failure.
Only that my love was strong.

Seek Not My Heart
by Kit McCallum

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

this are some of poem i have found to describe love.haix...next is about lost friendship

The Forever Friend
by Artur Hawkwing

On my own, but mostly the savannah,
Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,
Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,
The glistering waters of the high seas

Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere...
You used to say that you would never die,
But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.

Now the sea is wild with despair,
Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,
Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.
I saw you at the end,

You and I, brother and sister of nature,
Brother and sister of heaven and earth,
Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,
Bitterly falling one after one into a river,

Then the river of life turned red in blood.
My eyes watched in horror.
Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,
You disappeared without saying good-bye,
Not a word came out of your mouth.

You became like desolation in its grave.
When once the skies were a realm of stars
And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,
You were there to share the calmness;
But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass
And only the savannah remains.

that's all folk.
cia246

sick

2008-06-04T03:22:00.006+08:00

sick doesn't mean u can rest.

cox u'll be hound by your team mate.

in my case.I'm not sick as in fever.
is my eye.now both eye.

they are as red as a tomatoes.

one is seriously affecting my eye till i hardly can focus on stuff I'm looking at.

as if ppl jux bash my eye up.

u think i wan?

i rather go to skool n join u all have fun rather than staying at home crying over the pain.

so dun judge like u noe the pain.

u ain't the doctor n my eye is so serious i had to go A&E to see the doctor.

and i hope my eye wont crash with the case 3.

dun make mi miserable anymore.thanks

so ya.u didn't see how serious so i will post to let u c.

might be disgusting.

from pic 2,the jelly substance is covering up my iris.u wanna c so i show u=)

cia246

alots of stuff to do

2008-05-26T23:30:00.007+08:00

being rather busi recently....

work study taking care of others...

i'm realli very tired...

major topic...

The 2008 Sichuan earthquake

with a magnitude 7.9, occurred at 2:28 p.m. on May 12, 2008.

The day of May 12 was supposed to be a normal day, but this sudden disaster shattered the land and left thousands of countrymen homeless.

Mountains moved, mud and stone flew, traffic stopped, lines of communication were broken, houses collapsed and even more heartbreaking, thousands of children were buried under the ruins. How lonely and desperate they must feel surrounded by complete darkness, with no light or sound.

By the next day, the death toll stood at 12,000, with another 18,000 still missing. Over 15 million people live in the affected area, including almost 4 million in the city of Chengdu.

Two weeks after the magnitude 7.9 earthquake centered in Sichuan province, the confirmed death toll rose to 65,080 with 23,150 people still missing, the Cabinet said. The government has said the final number of dead is expected to exceed 80,000.

with some still grieving for their loves one...

another hit news to them

flood risk.

But thunderstorms were forecast for parts of Sichuan later Monday and Tuesday, the China Meteorological Administration said, adding they ''could increase the risks posed by river blockages in some quake-hit areas.''

all the above is taken from the new york times and yahoo .

next i'll talk about wad happen recently.

about a close frene of mine..

someone who i think of loving and slapping ....at the same time...

she did something wrong (misuse of her step-DAD credit)...and it was told it was her step dad who report this case to destroy her life.

i'll never say her name unless u're someone close to us.

her mum(her only support) died 2 year ago leaving her alone with her so called step dad.

who take 15 thousand from her to go to America to stay with his gf...

within 9-12 mths after his wife died. leaving her in this cold hearted world without any money,luckily there's a hse left for her to stay.

she got to noe her bf-ssssss and got p. then a .

and so due to temptation she used the credit to survive.

but recently she got suai and bombby by her ex,follow by her uncle invaded to her hse right.

now she's staying with mi...

I'm not saying she's a burden to mi but her hospitalisation and jailing stuff really stress mi up as I'm working and studying at the same time.and i dun have time for her....especially now as i'm having to do my project and exam coming up.and the money stuff...my mom stressing mi up to(... u noe wad i'm toking about)

i sometime pity her but soemtime she really need to grow up and face this real world as ppl gg to jail are gg to suffer and not to enjoy.

if only she got a chance to restart her world life.

i wish the best for her...

to:...

we all love u alot and treat u as a bestie...

helping u out when u face difficulties.

pls appreciate it and show it.

sometime we noe ure stress up.

but think hard

u r human we're too..

feeling ...understand...

helping to limits.

sometime i think i dun deserve the treatment u give mi.

i never give u problem and never complian anything.

so dun nagged at mi anymore.
hope u'll be good inside and lead a new life after few years or mths..

we'll also visit u inside!

take care okies=)

.............................

end of my entry for now=)))))))))

see ya on the next entry then=)

loves

cia246

2008-05-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

was sick on fri...collected alots of medi..

waited an hours to c the doctor another 45 mins to take my medi.

3 mins to pay up...hahaha~so efficient in collecting money=)

was still sick but mel drag mi to CQ for her interview.

couldn't realli rejected her cox she's staying at my hse now.

and she say she wanna go there for INTERVIEW and WALK WALK

so i carry a heavy heart to CQ.

when we reached there,she told mi she's meeting her clubbing mongolian frenes.

both aunt(28) n niece(20) bring along their guys....mel seem abit jealous.

she admitted to it okies=) cox she say she got a crush on 20's bf.

she never told mi she've her frenes here....if she did.i wont have come.

plus i told her i'm not feeling well.

she say if she's sick n i ask her out.she'll confirm accompany mi...

u say one... i keep tat in mind lest u forget. and give mi excuses next time.

we headed down to azzucar for her so called interview at 12am.

then the manager ask her to come down tml instead as they are quite busi now...(of course la!!)

and she saw the biittchhh.

can c mel's timid walking in the center of the bridge.

went to mama carribean pub?

got a free drink from the manager.

i think b'cox i sit there and become a stone while the rest was dancing super hyper.

around 4 went to sahara.

i dun wanna dance then 28's bf ask mi to.

and force mi la...then he say guys wont like gurls to sit...

so what! i jus feel like sitting lehx... i sit or stand also not ur business.

fuck off!!mel said to him.

and he told her the same...

then the bouncer came.

the 28 also not zhi tong de mehx?

at least told him to relax lahx.

fucker.

dunno how to tame ur dog so he wont approach us and bite our tails?

@#%^&*&^^@$#%^!

angry!

around 6 went to take bus.

in the bus.

i started to think and tell mel not to hang out with them cox when u've trouble,

all jux walk away onli lohx... mel noe but she say they also not besti to her.

why can't she wake up and face the fact?

why blame the god for everything.

why blame ur past life and say it's my retribution?

why blame others and not blaming urself?

even u say it's mine fault so wad?

u never did try to change.

pls change.

everyone is helping u.

but when we help u.

we're afraid u wont change.

so tell us.

how to help u?

cia246

life...

2008-04-30T16:39:00.002+08:00

i'mm a bad gurl.
i dun go to skool for the past two daes.
i couldn't wake up on tues and headaches on wed.
wad a life ...i think i'm getting older tat's why.

i jux couldn't get anything rites.
my life sux like shit.

cash strapped.
not up to standard result.
no family love.
no btf.

so wad the hell i'm still here writting this post?
damn....jux feel tat i've let almost all my frenes down.

sorry serene always abandon u down to go to skool alone.
i'm sorry....i hope to change...and get to sleep earlier for skool.
damn...i should change...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@#$*%&*&*#%##^%&^*...................
beeep beep beeeep beeeeep beeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppp!!!!!!!

chaos.
cia246

happy birthdae

2008-04-27T04:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BITHDAY TO KAELING~~~~

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

OKIES...NOW IS MY SINGING LESSON.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAI KAI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U

DON'T THINK WE NEVER CARE.

WE CARE OKIES!!!!!

CHEER UP!

PRESENT WILL BE GIVEN TO U ON 7TH OR 8TH!!!!!

I LOVE U DARLING=))))

LOVES LOVES

cia246

love is a bullshit

2008-04-27T03:38:00.002+08:00

what wrong did i deserve this?
touch ur heart before u tell mi u love him.
dun say u love him when u dun even noe how to love.
is it a lies?
is it just another lies?
or is it ur heart is lying tat u still love him?
haix....all i can say is move on.
but guess u already move on liao.
so good luck.
(*not my case)

how i wish u r at this street while i'm going to the other side of the street so we'll never met.
how i wish u weren't hers for so long before i.
how i wish tat u never noe my exist.
so we'll never meet.
so i won't have heartbreak for so long.

i hate myself fo not moving on.
suddenly feel like saying this.
it should b said ages ago.

lt's hard to describe how i feel now.
it's feel like u r moving on ahead and didn't give a damn.
while i'm still at the spot where everything went wrong.
or should i say it's wrong before it started?
i'm unable to move on.
somebody pls help mi.
help mi out of this world so i can go to another world to carry on my LIFE?
pls...

i jux can't help myself to move on.
i wish he was m*** till now.
never will be.
is it the last time i'm seeing u ?
in my heart?
yes.
i hate him to core before.
guess i'm unable to hate him anymore.
so goodbye u.
goodbye my grave love.
goodbye myself.

goodbye.

what is love?
u can ask some of the couples.
some say love is something u feel toward someone u like.
some say love is something tat break ur heart.
some say love is something tat u'll experience when u feel he's the one.
some say love is something u enjoy.
some say love is poison to ur heart.

to mi,
love let u have sweet moment,
then sweet memories if u meet a good guy.
even u canbe good frene,
but if u met a baddies bastard.
u'll have sweet moment,
follow by heartbreak ledding to hate.

if u've heartbreak ,
dun hesitate to call ur frenes.
let them give u a pat on ur shoulder.
let them hug u.
let them beat/scold the guy who give u shit heartbreak.
let them do all the swearing.

so be a good frene in standby ,rather than the person in need of a hug=)

i hate my family.
i wanna break freeeeeee....
i wanna move out,
no longer is a khoo.
i rather have my own surname.
i wish i'm a orphan.
so no worries.
but if it's my life.
i still have to face it.

cia246

this post...

2008-04-27T03:34:00.002+08:00

it post suppose to be posted long ago...
wasn't realli free to update.

watched catch and release..
it was a nice show .
jennifer garner was a beautiful actress i can say.

and superman return ,
brandon routh is really very cute..=)

loves,
cia246

movies intro

2008-04-05T11:27:00.004+08:00

well well...my second entries for todae=)

after music will be movies tat i watch recently on HBO...

check out this movie THINNER

THINNER is a 1996 horror film directed by Tom Holland and written by Stephen King novel.

Story base is about a lawyer,Billy Halleck, who accidently hits and kills a gypsy woman with his cars after being distracted by sexual actions perform on him from his own wife.

Instead of acknowledge the accident, the lawyer contacts his friend who is a judge and a police officer to cover up the event to avoid punishment.The Gypsy woman's father, Tadzu Lempke, who is 106 years old, curses Billy by touching him and saying, "Thinner." The curse causes Billy to lose weight rapidly, regardless of how much he eats.

Billy must persuade the ancient Gypsy to lift the curse with the help of his friend, an underworld crime boss by the name of Richie "The Hammer" Ginelli. It's a desperate race for survival; time is running out for Billy as he becomes even thinner, and draws closer to his own death.

Ultimately Lempke is persuaded to alter the curse. However he explains that he cannot remove it but only transfer it, and does so to a pie. The curse is transferred such that anyone who consumes it will die a horribly painful death. Lempke begs him to end the curse and die with dignity, by eating his own pie. Wanting revenge on his wife for supposedly cheating on him, Billy leaves the pie out for her to eat.

The next morning he wakes up to find his dead wife next to him in bed. After going downstairs gleefully, he finds that his daughter has also eaten a slice, much to his horror. Feeling guilty about the whole ordeal, he decides to have one as well. Before he can take the first bite, he's interrupted by a ring of the doorbell. At the door is the man he believes his wife had the affair with; he invites the man in for a piece of pie.......

the end ...

if anyone is interested can go to tudou to watch it=)

SERIOUSLY SUGGEST ANIME FRENES!!!!!

check out this anime called "Paradise Kiss"!!!

cartoonist of the comic is by Ai Yazawa

finding her name familar?of course!!

cox she's the cartoonist for manga hit NANA!!!

erm in my own opinion...

it'll be best to read the comics before the anime=)

check this anime out in veoh=)

however the ending is not really wad a dreamy ger really expected=)

damn...i really like watching thrilling/mystery case .....

like the CSI!!!! all the series of CSI!!!!=)

Gosh!!!! i really like csi:ny and csi:miami!!

jux watched csi:ny ep8-ep11 from AXN this few daes...

i'm just so free...!!!=) hahahahaha~

and ya!

i watched The Hitcher ...

there's a preview from HBO...

and i was totally attracted to it....

wanting so badly to watch it...

and u noe wad?

i was VERY DISAPPOINTED in this show man...

TOTALLY TURN MI OFF....!!!!

perhap the WRITER IS LAZY OR COULDN'T THINK OF A BETTER PLOTS

...before i knew anything...

THE END!...it's a 1hr 24 mins show...

i mean HELLO!!! WHAT CAN U GET THRILL FROM A 84 MINS SHOW?

DAMN!!!!

IF U GUYS ARE BORING OR NOTHING BETTER TO DO ...READ THE REVIEW OF THIS SUPPOSELY THRILLING MOVIE...=)

okies , enough of this non-sense stuff...

i bet this next show i'm introducing is way better!!!

MY BEST FRIEND'S WEDDING.

it's really really romantic comedy film.

but somehow i cried at the last part...

the plot is so real tat it might/maybe happen to someone near to u...

here is the story plot...

Julianne Potter (Roberts), a 27 year-old New York restaurant critic who finds out that her long-time male friend Michael O'Neal (Mulroney) is getting married. The two previously made an agreement that they would marry each other when they turned 28 if they were still both not married, which privately Julianne (called "Jules") has been hoping would happen

Julianne heads to Chicago intent on sabotaging Michael's wedding to the perky Kimberly 'Kimmy' Wallace (Diaz). Soon after Julianne's arrival in Chicago, and after Michael has introduced her to his fiancee Kimberly, Kimmy puts Jules on the spot, in the presence of Jules' best friend Michael, to be Kimmy's maid of honor.

Jules consents, which establishes a comical Hyde/Jekyll scenario for her. She, on the one hand, has to appear to be true to the role of being Kimberly's dutiful maid of honor, while nevertheless secretly looking for any opportunity to sabotage the wedding. When other ploys by Julianne fail, she concocts her own fake engagement to her gay friend George (Rupert Everett) — a surprise not only to Michael, but also to George when he hears Jules announce their supposed engagement when the two men meet. Julianne's schemes are sometimes blatantly devious, even cruel; in one case, she manages to convince Michael that Kimberly is attempting to steer him into a career decision that he doesn't want to take.

After one scheme after another has failed, Julianne finally confesses to Michael that she is in love with him. It is truly not meant to be, and Michael marries Kimberly.

Two notable differences from most romantic comedies are that the heroine and hero do not end up together and that the main character is, by her own eventual tearful admission, the "bad guy." Fortunately, everyone is forgiven in the end, and Jules contentedly dances with George at the wedding reception of Kimmy and Michael.

check out this song
"I Say A Little Prayer (For You)" - Diana King

and if u r still free...

check this MOVIE out...

quite meaningful ...

ATL

The plot focuses on four friends preparing for life after high school and how different challenges bring about turning points in each of their lives.

HMMM...i think tat'll be all....

new entries soon=)

chaos~

cia246

heavenly days

2008-04-05T09:30:00.007+08:00

hey there =)

todae post will be about songs tat i'm in love with recently=)=)

check out the ost of the movie "SKY OF LOVE"

BY: 新垣結衣

SONG:Heavenly day

and also realise by colbie caillat

Take time to realize

That your warmth is

Crashing down on me

Take time to realize

That I am on your side

Well didn't I, didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize

What I just realized

That we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realize

What I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize

Oh oh, I'm on your side

Didn't I, didn't I tell you

Take time to realize

This all could pass you by

Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize

What I just realized

That we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realize

What I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

If we missed out on each other, but

It's not the same

No it's never the same

If you don't feel it too

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way

It could be the same for you

If you just realize

What I just realized

That we'd be perfect for each other

And we'll never find another

Just realize

What I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

Just realize

What I just realized

Just realize

What I just realized

Missed out on each other now

Missed out on each other now owa, owa ohh

Realize

uh-ohhh

AND OF COURSE MY BIG TIME FAV!

SIMPLE PLAN

SAVE YOU

Take a breath

I pull myself together

Just another step until I reach the door

You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

Ooh Ooh I wish that I could tell you something

Ooh Ooh To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you

And there’s so many things that I want you to know

I won’t give up til it’s over

If it takes you forever

I want you to know

hear your voice it’s drowning in the whispers

You’re just skin and bones

There’s nothing left to take and no matter what I do

I can’t make you feel better

Ooh Ooh If only I could find the answer

Ooh Ooh To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you

And there’s so many things that I want you to know

I won’t give up til it’s over

If it takes you forever I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down

I’ll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you

I’ll give you strength to pull through

Tell me you won’t give up Cause I’ll be waiting if you fall

you know

I’ll be there for you

Ooh Ooh If only I could find the answer

Ooh Ooh To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you

And there’s so many things that I want you to know

I won’t give up til it’s over

If it takes you forever

I want you to know

I wish I could save you

I want you to know

I wish I could save you

SIMPLE PLAN
WHEN I'M GONE

I look around me

But all I seem to see

It's people going nowhere

Expecting sympathy

It's like we're going through the motions of a scripted destiny

Tell me where's our inspiration

If life won't wait

I guess it's up to me

Woahh No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town

Woahh We won't come back the world is calling out

Woahh Leave the past in the past gonna find the future

Misery loves company

Well so long

You'll miss me when I'm gone (Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh)

Your gonna miss me when I'm gone (Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh)

Procrastination

Running circles in my head

While you sit there contemplating

You're wound up left for dead (You're left for dead)

Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses

Another day, another casualty

But that won't happen to me

Woahh No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town

Woahh We won't come back the world is calling out

Woahh Leave the past in the past gonna find the future

Misery loves company

Well so long

You'll miss me when I'm gone Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh

Your gonna miss me when I'm gone Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

You're gonna miss me when I'm goooone

When I'm gooone

Let's go! Won't look back

When I say goodbye

I'm gonna leave this hole behind me

Gonna take what's mine tonight

Cause every wasted day becomes a wasted chance

You're gonna wake up feeling sorry

Cause life won't wait I guess it's up to you

Woah No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town

Woah We won't come back the world is calling out

Woah Leave the past in the past gonna find the future

Misery loves company

Well so long

You'll miss me when I'm gone Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh

Your gonna miss me when I'm gone Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh

Your gonna miss me when I'm gone Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh
Your gonna miss me when I'm gone Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh
Your gonna miss me when I'm gone Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh

Simple Plan

Your Love Is A Lie

I fall asleep by the telephone

It's two o'clock and I'm waiting up alone

Tell me, where have you been?

I found a note with another name

You blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same

Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool

You can hide behind your stories, but don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it)

You can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it)

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know,

I know

Your love is just a lie

It's nothing but a lie

You look so innocent

But the guilt in your voice gives you away

Yeah, you know what I mean

How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you

And do you think about me when he f**ks you?

Could you be more obscene?

So don't try to say you're sorry, or try to make it right

And don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late

You can tell me that there's nobody else

You can tell me that you're home by yourself

You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want,

but I know,

I know

Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)

It's nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)

You're nothing but a lie

You can tell me that there's nobody else
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want,
but I know,
I know

Your love is just a lie

Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)

It's nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You're nothing just a lie

SHAYNE WARD

Until You

Baby life was good to me

But you just made it better

I love the way you stand by me

Throught any kind of weather

I dont wanna run away

Just wanna make your day

When you feel the world is on your shoulders

Dont wanna make it worse

Just wanna make us work

Baby tell me i will do whatever

It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me

Feels like nobody ever loved me til you loved me

Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me

Baby nobody, nobody,until you

Baby it just took one hit of you now I'm addicted

You never know what's missing

Till you get everything you need,yeah

I don't wanna run away

Just wanna make your day

When you feel the world is on your shoulders

Don't wanna make it worse

Just wanna make us work

Baby tell me,I'll do whatever

It feels like nobody ever knew me until you know me

Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me

Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me

Baby,nobody,nobody until you

See it was enough to know

If I ever let you go

I would be no one

Cos I never thought I'd feel

All the things you made me feel

Wasn't looking for someone until you

It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me til you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby nobody, nobody

It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me til you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me til you touched me
Baby nobody, nobody

Nobody, nobody, until you

GOSH I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH!!!!!!! SHAYNE WARD U ROCKS!!!!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

DHT

Listen To Your Heart

I know there is something in the wake of your smile

I get a notion from the look in your eyes

You've built a love but that love falls apart

a little piece of heaven turns too dark

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you

listen to your heart there is nothing else you can do

I dont know where you're going and i dont know why but

listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

Sometimes you wonder if the flight is worthwhile

The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah

They are swept away and nothing is what it seems the feeling of belonging to your dreams

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
listen to your heart there is nothing else you can do
I dont know where you're going and i dont know why but
listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

And there are voices that want to be heard

So much to mention but you cant find the words the

sent of magic the beauty thats been when love was wilder than the wind

Listen to your heart mmmmmmmmmmmmm

I dont know where your going and

i dont know why but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

that's all fork!!!!=)))

thanks for accompany=)

loves loves

cia246

恋空

2008-03-30T03:19:00.005+08:00

你幸福吗？我非常幸福。

恋爱是不能想像的东西．．．因为拥有了～又要放下，

是如此难过及困苦的决定。

helicia here intro u guy 恋空.

is a very touching story tat will move u gurls n guys to tears.

if u haven been able to cry recently, try watching 恋空.

it's been one of the best movie i've seen recently tat drive mi to tears.

i dun cry when i watch romance show,but this one is too TOUCHING!!!

read the review..

enjoy...

不过能遇见你真的很幸福。能被你所爱真的很幸福。爱你真的很幸福。
美嘉最后所仰望的恋空会是什麼！？

女主角、美嘉，是个个头娇小又普通的女高中生。

有一天，由於望的牵线下认识了一个高个子又受欢迎的帅哥．

Hiro (桜井弘树)，两个不同世界的人在意气投合下开始交往了。

Hiro 刚开始对美嘉不是很认真，不过逐渐他变得在意美嘉而认真交往。

和望两对情侣常常出去约会或跷课．．．

然而有一天，美嘉突然的告别，各自和不同的人交往，

之后又在契机下再度交往，每天幸福的两人，却有一个冲击性的结果对待著他们。

友情、排挤、怀孕、背叛、别离、新的恋情．．．

在许多的逆境当中一直被翻弄著，美嘉和支持她的人自然的聚集在一起，也一边成长著。

话题辛辣又令人难过，且温暖人心的长篇爱情故事。

Sky of Love is adapted from the hugely successful cell-phone novel that moved 11 million to tears. After losing and then retrieving her cell phone, attractive high school student Mika begins to receive calls from an anonymous admirer. A summer-long phone romance leads to an eventual meeting with cool guy Hiro but their happy days soon pass as trouble is on the horizon.

it's a must watch!!!!

loves

cia246

another dae

2008-03-30T02:39:00.002+08:00

first of all ...

haPpY BiRthdaE tO mArcH BabIES yIHaO & jIA wEi=)
I'M SORRY THAT I COULDN'T MAKE IT TO THE GATHERING ON WED...

hope u two has an enjoyable time with the rest of the buds....=)))

mom was sick sick on wed so i'm unable to go out with her to buy stuff...
gastric infection... mayb due to the curry vegetable we had..but i was alrites...=(

amia failureperson?
yes i am.
irejecthim.
wearenot meant tobe.
it'swrong at the firstplace.
inoe.

dun say friends forever.
cox i dun believe in tat crap.
dun promise wad u can't fulfil .
wadver stuff they told you are all craps.
perhap they do it for a motives.
motives that one dun even noe.

one mins u're frenes till death do us apart
before next mins u noe,
she's angry over small little stuff.

eg. if u have anything they wants like money.
tons & tons of calls flood your phone.
when u r down n out.
ur phone never rings as if u never pay ur hp bills..

u never care so dun say u care.
i'm jux sick n tired been a LISTENING EAR.
HAS ANYONE HEAR ME SPEAK?

i wasn't ya true frene
i jux happen to be there.

every fri i feel so left out.
as if i was abandon by the world.
i can run away,
but something held mi back.
my mom.
every fri she'll talk about dad.
all over again.
she wanna mi to talk to dad.
to talk sense out of him.
i noe as a daughter,
i must help my mom.
but wad can i do ?
i'm suffocating.

i dun deserve it.
why put mi up in the sky n heartless drop mi down.
i dun deserve it.

i'm sick of cleaning up the shit u make dad.
get a life.
or should i say.
GIVE mi a LIFE.
u dun deserve wad u have now for wad u did.
DUN FORCE MI.

my world crash since 2004.

emo cia246 was here.

it's been a long time

2008-03-18T01:31:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i've last post a entry...=)

hmmm....
alots of things has happen during the holidae...

i'm still looking forward to yihao n jia wei b'dae!!!
opsh...

HAPPI B'DAE TO JIA WEI=)
OLD LIAO MUX TAKE CARE OF UR OWN THINGS
AND STUDY HARD OKIES=)
LOVES LOVES.

during holidae...
been clubbing recently...
hmmmm...not really club only go out for a drink=)

introduce to u all guys!
chinaone at CQ if u like ah mohx!!!!=)
indochine if like ice,i mean there's a place where it is all cover with ice ,
like the table the chair etc=) cool huh

well,
wonder where we'll gg this coming wed or tues..

lalalaallalala land=)

actually i'm sick of looking at ppl face and helping them out of a sitution...
i mean i'm tired helping to tell something for the sake of *....
or even have to think twice before i say....
y not once i've live my own where i can account to myself only.

whatever i say , * give mi face.
even the person i wanna be also being influence,
can't i've my own choice.?
i'm really tired of all the shit i'm into now.

damn.
i hate my current life.
i hope to get out of this shit asap.

bloody jeremy!
say mi bloody ! u more bloody lohx!!!
lol!!=)))

cia246

2008-02-03T22:14:00.001+08:00

dun promise if u can't fulfil.
dun give hope to ur love one if u can't promise anything.
no hope no disappointment.

i dare not dream cox if i do ,the happiness will end asap.

haix...
kai dun be sad animore cox u have got us to lean back on=)
we 'll always by ur side...
loves u lots...

cia246

2008-01-31T04:53:00.001+08:00

yes.
i did everything u dun like.
i'm like tat.
love mi or hate mi.
all the decision is on u.
n pls mind ur language.
cox u r unable to fight against mi if u got on my nerve.
i might look peace looking.
doesn't mean i'm someone u can pick on.
pick on mi n i'll let u suffer.
moaning all u can in ur bloodly hell world.
don't think u noe the real world.
grow up n be realistic.

the world wont rotated around u.
think about other's feeling b4 u think about urself.
u always think about urself.
it was never mi.

think about wad i say.

i was never wrong.
it never did.

cia246

2008-01-29T16:54:00.000+08:00

安静 by jay chou

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天

睡着的大提琴

安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白

我懂我也知道

你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信

牵着你陪着我

也只是曾经

希望他是真的比我还要爱你

我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪

我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份

包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多

我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开

我也会慢慢走开

为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天份

安静的没这么快

我会学着放弃你

是因为我太爱你

lydia by FIR

Por Los Momentos Dif Ciles

Ya Entennd Que La Flor M S Bella

Ser A Siempre Para Mi

Lydia 迷离的眼眶为何流浪心碎的海洋

受了伤连微笑都彷徨

Gypsy女郎为谁而唱

你会看见雾看见云看见太阳

纪念和大地重复着悲伤

他走了带不走你的天堂风干后会留下彩虹泪光

他走了你可以把梦留下总会有个地方等待爱飞翔 Lydia

幸福不在远方开一扇窗许下愿望你会感受爱

感受恨感受原谅生命总不会只充满悲伤

彩虹-jay chou

那里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃
你要离开我知道更简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃
你要离开我知道更简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开我知道更简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

他不爱我-karen mok

他不爱我牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近
他不爱我说话的时候不认真
沉默的时候又太用心
我知道他不爱我他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够干净
我看到了他的心演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我尽管如此他还是赢走了我的心

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱

*当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一
角街上拥挤人潮走
着看着都是摧眠符
号记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳穿
过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠
继续等待(还)心甘情愿的不想逃
repeat *#假装多好依然是依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到
假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱还心甘情愿的不想逃
repeat
#假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐

tat's all for todae....it say wad i wanna say to him....
haix...hope it's really over=))))

cia246

2008-01-21T06:30:00.000+08:00

TITLE:LOVE
ARTIST:KEYSHIA COLE

I used to think that I wasn't fine enough
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough
But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure, out
why you playing games,
whats this all about
And I can't believe,
Your hurting me
I met your girl,
what a difference
What you see in her
You aint see in me
But I guess it was all just make-believe

Oh, Lovenever knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
LOVE
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....

Now you're gone, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
My rainy days fade away when you,
come around please tell me babywhy you go so far away
Why you go...

LOVE ......
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
LOVE
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....
I found you

yeaaahhhhoooooo

Now you're gone, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo emptymy heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
Rainy days fade away
when you come around
say your here to stay
With me boy
I don't want you to leave meI need you.........

I LOVE THIS SONG N OF COURSE MEL TAT BITCH ALSO LIKE IT YAH?
HAHAHAHHA~NEXT IS

TITLE:POTENTIAL BREAKUP SONG
ARTIST:ALY & AJ

It took too long
It took too long
It took to long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday
I played along
I played along
I played along it rolled right off my back
Obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?
The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me, you know you're lost

Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know

You're not livin' till you're livin
'Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin
'Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin
'Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me
We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat thatI want my stuff back
You can send it in a box
I don't care just drop it offI won't be home
Cause without me, you know you're lost

Minus you I'm better off
Soon you will know
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' for me
You can try, you can try
You know I know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you better think clearly, clearly

Before you nearly, nearly
Mess up the situation that your gonna miss dearly, dearly
C'mon
You're not livin' till you're livin
'Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' till you're gettin'
Gettin' to me
You're not livin' till you're livin
'Livin' for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me
This is the potential make-up song
please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be?
Which will it be?

COOL SONG RITES?I LOVE THE PART WHEN IS STATE Minus you I'm better off
COOL LYRICS !!!!=)))

WELL I'LL UPDATE SOON WITH PICTURE WITH MEL N THE REST...
PLUS SOME PICTURE I DONE FOR MY FRENE WORK=)
SEE YA =)))
LOVES,CIA246

2008-01-17T16:05:00.001+08:00

my favourite actor and actress=) enjoy
小栗旬

Ikuta_Toma_中津秀一

生田斗真

小栗旬

日劇 - 花样少年少女

《你来自哪颗星》

the covenant....damn i love the main actor...=)

they are so hot!!!!=)

cia246

2008-01-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey...waiting for my post rites u all=)))

todae i shall blog ...better than last time...

plus i still haveN wish our reader

HAPPI HAPPI 2008=)))

though abit latex...better than i dun say rites?

aniway i hope this coming yr will be the best of us...

cox most of my besti gang is gg to be 20 this year..

OMG...haix so old alrdy..

i dun wanna be called as an adult.

cox every time something bad happen,

always the adult we get the punishment.

NO WAYSSS I WANNA GET BLAME FOR NOTHING!

WELL WELL WELL...

rECAP 2007~ JUX GO TO MY PAST CAN LIAO=)

IS SORRY THE HARDEST WORD TAT WAD CAUSE US TO BE NOW?

I REALLY WANNA U TO NOE I REALLY TREASURE OUR FRENSHIP.

U MIGHT SAY IF I REALLY CARE.

Y I TREAT U THIS WAY?

I REALLY DUNNO WAD TO SAY .

ALL I CAN SAY IS LOVE GOT THE BETTER OF MI.

I WAS BLIND TO C.

BUT U WONT GIVE MI A CHANCE TO ASK FOR FORGIVENSS..

THANKS FOR THE THINGS U GT FOR MI=)

I REALLY LIKE IT ALOT.

THANKS JO FOR EVERYTHING.

U R RIGHT.

MAYB IN THE FIRST PLACE WE DIDN'T REALLY PAY MUCH ATTENTION

TO OUR FRENESHIP ,TAT'S Y IT'S SO FRAGILE.

IF OUR FRENESHIP IS SO STRONG U SURELY WILL FORGIVE WAD I DONE.

THINKING BACK.

WAS I BEEN BANNED B'COX I NEVER TELL U WE WERE 2GETHER OR U

R ANGRY WE GT 2GETHER.?

I WANNA TELL U AT FIRST BUT ...

NVM.IT'S ALL IN THE PAST....

WE SHOULD MOVE ON NOW

I WANNA U TO NOE TAT IF I WERE TO CHOOSE AGAIN.

U R THE ANSWER.

I'M SORRI IF I HURT U ANYWAY.

I DIDN'T MEAN TO.

REALLY!

U CAN ASK PPL WHO NOE WAD REALLY HAPPEN.

PERHAPS WE NOW ARE TO YOUNG TO UNDERSTAND

HOW TO FORGIVE N FORGET.

I JUX WANNA U TO NOE

I M IMPREFERT.

EVERYONE MAKE MISTAKE TAT WE DIDN'T NOE WE WERE WRONG,

I WISH U GOOD LUCK IN EVERYTHING TAT U DO NOW.

I HOPE 10 YRS DOWN THE ROAD ,

WHEN WE MET BY CHANCE.

WE COULD STILL SMILE AT EACH OTHER .

AND LAUGH AT HOW SILLY WE WERE IN THE PAST.

I M TALKING IN MY OWE OPINION.

I JUX FEEL TAT WAY SO I M WRITING IT NOW.

BUT ALSO THANKS U FOR LETTING MI REALISE TAT

WHO I SHLD CHOOSE IN THE FUTURE IF I WERE IN THE SITUATION AGAIN.

=.= =.=

FOR PPL WHO DUN UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.

PLS DUN INTERFERES.UNDERSTAND THIS.

WHILE U R PROTECTING THE ONE WHO IS CLOSE TO U,
U HURT THE OTHER PARTY TOO

IGNORE MI COX I EMO NOW LOHX!=.=

updating..

have beeen quite close with mel recently tat we meet almost everydae..

hahhahahahha~meet liao also nothing to do ..

money money is the topic...

if onli i'm rich...i can help her =)

if onli if onli...

hmmm...

can one realli change target very fast?

hmmm...

dun understand lohx.....

weird s'porean...

well singaporean is getting worse...eveytime take 27 till high blood pressure...

damn damn damn....

yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this coming fri gg TP...

miao wanna go there de business for any course she wanna..

kai babe will be the guide=))))

i ask amanda jie along...

shall c her mood liao lohx...

well hope everything willl be fine for mi=))))))

sun gg out with miss ah lian!misses her so much can =,=

welll tat's enough for u all reader rites.tag mi if u wanna more=))

i'll try to update asap=)

chaos~

cia246

2008-01-05T04:05:00.001+08:00

I'LL UPDATE SOON I PROMISE CHAOS~

CIA246

2007-12-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

25TH

MERRRRRRYY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY LOVE ONE =))))

N HAPPI BRUSTADE TO MY LAO PO JIA RONG=)

WELL,

HAD A GREAT DINNER WITH JOHN KOR AT SWENSENS PS.

ALWAYS HANG OUT WITH HIM AT PS=)

HEARD HE IS GG TO HAVE A DA SAO FOR MI=)

JIA YOU KOR~ GIVE IT ALL UR BEST TO HAVE HER BY UR SIDE BLAH BLAH BLAH~

HAHAHHAAHHAHAHA~

JIA YOU JIA YOU~~~~!!!

AFTER SENDING HIM TO TAKE MRT (WEIRD HOR)

THEN I WENT UP TO THE KOPI CAFE TO MEET LIFEN N PX.

AHHHA~AFTER WHILE WE WENT TO FIND SHAWN N WE SAW CLEMENT.

WAHAHAHHAA~

PX WANNA GO TOILET BUT THE LIGHT WAS OFF N SHE DUN DARE TO GO~

HAHAHHHA~~~SHE VERY SCARE OF THE WOOO WOOO (GHOST)

WAHAHHAHAA~

WHILE WAITING FOR SHAWN, THE CLOCK ALREDY STRIKE 12AM..

MERRY CHRISTMAS~~~

WAHHAAHA~

THEN WE HEADED TO STARBUCKS FOR A CHILL OUT=)

HANG OUT TILL 3 AM THEN WE HEADED HOME ...

WAITED MORE THAN AN HOUR FOR THE CAB.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

COX 5 OF US .

NONE OF THE CAB WANNA PICK US UP=)

THEN MIRACLE CAME=)

A TAXI WHICH CARRY 7 CAME=)

TOTAL=24.60

REACH HM AROUND 5 BA~

ZZZZZZZZZ~

CIA246

2007-12-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

POST WAS WRITTEN B4 25TH=)

in the past i treat everyone with care n concern.
it's seem like i'm taken for granted.
now.i jux treat everyone with how much u deserve my care.
wad u do will result in how i'm gg to treat u.
smoking marl red,no kid lehx.
menthol is far much better.=)

dun stop mi.
i can't stop now.
otherwise i'll go mad.
thinking and thinking make mi headache. smoking is like a panadol to mi. hope i'll quit soon when i'm ready to move on.

dunno when will kor bring mi out with his frene for a drink.
i wana noe more frene but scare kor frene too beng....wahahaha~
shawn de frene also beng!
how come!!!!hahahha
when will be my turn ?lian group..wahahhaha~ the thought of it~wooshhh~~~

hope to hang out with 15,17,20,19.
mel! when is the outing?
this year de Christmas is gg to like?
wadever la~

gg out with john kor this coming x'mas eve.
i gt him a sweater n boxer.dunno he like ma..
he say he's gg to treat mi rather than a present...well
dun regret.i'm gg to eat till u're broke!!!=)

wahahahahaha~but still dunno where to go...hmmm
jen wen is coming to s'pore on 24 around 1.
gg to fetch her ...
will/Mux have lunch with her!!!!=)
miss her so much! been a year since i last saw her=)
she'll be misses by mi=)))
cia246

2007-12-19T17:05:00.000+08:00

fishing is fun with mel's gang ...
although we didn't caught anithing...
hahahaa~at least i noe how to play dai di...and whole lots of games...

mel's bf two brother was damn funny n nice to hang out
with but i didn't manage to learn fishing..hahaha~cox i intended to fish something big to show someone! someone who dun believe sembawang got fish....
we were having bbq through out n fcuk the charcoal....

we took ages for the charcoal to be ready...famished....

we talk talk till morning before i fall asleep for a while...
actually intended to finish bbqing the chicken wing but we run out of starter.
so in the end we let the cats/kitten eat the rest...hahahhaa~
the cats were damn hungry i suppose....

mel ask a very awkward question.
u wan the 17 or the 15...
i was totallly speechless..

awkward smile.

she was asking to choose her's bf brother.

17 one was very talkative
15 one loves to play prank (but once he fish he very serious)kekeke

17 one look very cool
15 one is handsome.
mel's bf is cute/innocent

once they talk malay ...
i was like a gong gong one...=(
then i talk to mel in chinese ,
they thought we gossiping about them...kekeke~

i hope to hang out with them too...cox they're nice to hang out with.

around 12 we reached sembawang.
thene i headed to city hall straight to meet up miao n kai.

were suppose to sign up for the toys r us job but the date they wana is the dae skool reopen.
zzzzzzzzz...then we went shopping n i bought one long dresses?
from giordano . i also bought a sweater for him...
although it's over for us but i jus wanan buy for him.
stupid mi but i'm really stupid when it come to love...

change out from my stinky clothe n wear the new dress to meet my class later at 7.

miao left at 6 while kai n amos sort of pei mi till 7.
then around 7 then i reach somerset to meet up my gang for the dinner
it was brian so called classs gathering with onli 16 or 15 ppl...
had sakura...was damn crowded! yummy!!!~
however as compare to pasir ris .psr is better cox lesser ppl food come faster..

hhahahah~ around 10 then they went for a movie.
serene n i decided to go home instead.
she pei mi take to sk then take 27 home.
in the bus gt one looney...damn scary can~~~
then i keep making serene laugh cox i'm damn SCARE REALLY!!!
hahahahahaha~~
reach home ,bath n zzz on the sofa...shawn call mi to go bed n slp.
zzzzzzz...finally can slp after 34 hrs of zombie dae~
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
...tat's all wad u wan some more...hahahhahah~

cia246

2007-12-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

..........................life now....................................

i noe something is missing in my life..

i need to get myself another life....

another life where i could be myself n nt suffocated in this so called reality life.

wad kind of life should i get?

a wonderful n colorful life or a black n dull life?

i'm nt sure myself whether i should carry on my current life or break free from this ......

hideous life ?

my world keep collapsing ever seen i noe him.

my life involved with smoking n drinking.

endless confusion, sleepless nites.

hanging around in the middle of the nites.

stop acting like u dun care.

being a idoit in his eyes.

the hideous love which will nt be open or knew.

i can't c my future.

i hope everything will end soon.

i noe someone need my answer to their question.

i'm afraid to face u .

it's nt i'm afraid of u.

i'm jus ashamed to face u yet i can't think wad i'm wrong in?

i hope u all dun force mi to the end where u'll will never c me again.

i'm nt toking about suicide ,

i'm toking about my character.

i noe myself i might burst ani point of time.

i hope i was given another lofe where i dun meet ppl i noe now.

nt i regret noeing u all....

i'm confused already.

pardon my language.

i wish i was nt a weakling.

in ur'll eye ,i m strong .

but who actually noe the inside world of mi?

I'm a weakling who never wish to quarrel wioth anione.

but every time i get into stuff which i hope i will never be involved.

stop giving mi attitude tat i dun deserve.

i wasn't born to let u step on my integrity.

pls take a good look at mi.

i'm just human.

i ask my brother to take mi out to noe his frene,it's time i broaden my world.

cia246

2007-12-14T09:51:00.000+08:00

i hate u forever.no more of u in my life.
get out of my life.dun force mi to enter ur life again=(
never will i wanna get involve with u again!!!

we had a quarrel over his skinny jean...stupid can=((((
call mi now or i will left u alone forever!!!!!!!

cia246

2007-12-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

been so busi recently=P

gg to have our test tml=x
still haven study yet
but i wanna pass so mux STUDY !!@.@

STUDY.MUSIC.SMOKE=HELICIA NOW=)

I WANNA BE SOMEONE.
WHO?
COOL LOHX!!!
HAHHAHAHA~
I NOE I'M COOL NOW(BHB)
HAHAHHAHA~

I'M LOVING THE WAY I M NOW=)

PARTY SOON!!!
I JUX LOVE HOLIDAY!
DUN U?
HAHHAHAH~~=)

ANIWAY RECENTLY PPL ARE FALLING OUT OF LOVE=X

I'M NT SAYING WHO COX THEY HAVE THEIR OWN PRIVACY!

MI TOO!!!

I NOW SNGLE N AVAILABLE!!=)
HAHAHAHAHA~~

I'M LISTENING TO YING YANG TWINS "DANGEROUS"
WOOOSHHHHH!THEY ROCK CAN=))))

CLUBBING WITH MY BAOBEI THIS COMING FRI!
HOPE REALLI CAN GO !!!!
COX HAVEN BEEN CLUBBING FOR TWO MTH PLUS ALRDY!
DAMN SIANX DE LOHX!

MILKSHAKE ALSO NEVER GO=X

SAD CAN!!!!
I SHOULD CALL FISH ALONG...SHE SO DISAPPOINTED LOH TAT I PUT AEROPLANE ON HER=(

NICOLE TOO!!
SORRY BABY,I EALLY WANNA CLUB WITH U LO=)
SEXY MAMA~~~HAHHAHA NO IS SEXY BABE=)

CHECK OUT MY NEXT POST
FOR MORE CLUB PICS!!!!=)

WANNA BE MY FRENE.
FIRST BUY MI A PACKET OF cigarettes AND I'LL BE UR FRENES!

CIA246

2007-12-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

"Make It Work"

Ooh uh ooh,ooh uh ooh yeih yeh

You understand me

At least you say you do

Lately thats enough for me

Looking for perfect

Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen

Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given

Yours are the easiest to tolerate

This wasn't what we was wanting

How we're living

But let's take this good enough and turn it to great

Baby understand...

This can only be as good as we both make it

Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)

We can be as happy as we want to be girl

But we gotta make it work

We gotta make it work...

Ay oh ay oh oh

We gotta make it work...

Ay oh ay oh oh

We gotta make it work...

Ay oh ay oh oh

We gotta make it work...

Ay oh ay oh oh

Sometimes i love you

More than you'll ever know

Other times you get on my nerves

(hey)

That's just reality

No, it can't always be

Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince(ss),ooh

What you found (wat u found)

Is a pauper with potential

And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..

But i'm around (but im around)

Girl(boi), time and patience is essential

Baby realize...This can only be as good as we both make it

Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)

We can be as happy as we want to be girl

But we gotta make it work

We gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh oh

Thick and thin, (ooh)

The bad outweighs the good sometimes

That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up

My problems are yours,and yours are mine

This can only be as good as we both make it

Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)

We can be as happy as we want to be girl

But we gotta make it work

We gotta make it work...Ay oh ay oh oh

those tat i highlighted are wad i wanna tell u baby.

wei jun baby.

when u called jux now.

i'm very happi.

cox we didn't sms todae.

but happiness doesn't last for mi.

u wanna slp when i wanna tok.

i never treat u this way b4.

every time when u call

when i'm gg to slp.

i make the effort to talk to u.

cox i dun wanna disappointed u.

but...

u noe wad?

I'm hurt this time.

real hard.

i thought u wanna mi once more.

wishful thinking.

stupid mi still hoping for miracles

tat will never come.

will this song make it work work out for us?

another song tat's make my heart tigger the sorrow/emo part...GOD help mi!!!!!

For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold(didn't you say)If there's a problem we should work it out

So why you giving me the cold shoulder now

Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl(tell me)

Ok I know I was late again

I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan

But why are you making this drag on so long(i wanna know)

I'm sick and tired of this silly games(silly games)

Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame

It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors

That's when you turned and said to meI don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you saidI just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes

But never thought that things would turn out this way

Cause I'm missing something now that your gone(I see it all so clearly)

Me at the door with you inner state(inner state)

Giving my reasons but as you look awayI can see a tear roll down your face

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it aroundI'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you saidI just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard

They turn my whole world upside down

Girl(boi) you caught me completely off guard

On the night you said to me

I just don't love you more.

red=baby jun

yellow=mi

haix~~~

i'm into songs now....

next is the click five- jenny=jun jun

he calls me baby, then he won't call me.

Says he adores me and then ignores me.

jun jun, what's the problem?

he keeps his distance and sits on fences.

Puts up resistance and builds defenses.

..
jun jun, what's the problem?
..

You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.
First You say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

I"m standing still, jun jun.

You got me on my knees.jun jun, it's killing me.
he needs his own space.

he's playing mind games.

Ends up at my place saying that he's changed.

Jun jun, what's the problem?

I'm trying to read between the lines.

You got me going out of my mind.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

I'm standing still, Jun jun.

You got me on my knees.Jun jun,

it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.Jun jun.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and I'm not moving on.I'm standing still, Jun jun.

You got me on my knees.jun jun

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.

You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.

I'm standing still, Jun jun. You got me on my knees.Jun jun. It's killing me.

It's killing me.

jun jun.

the purple highlight is was the situation now=(

haix haix...

cox i'm cheenapok?

keke~

helicia = cheenapok!!!

omg!!!

i will improve my english de!!!

jy hel!!!=)

cia246

lalalalalalalala~~~

finally presentation is over!!!!!

but mondae still gt retest.

baby take care cox u r sick!=)

8 dec 2007.

milkshake 2007 at MOS.

FREE DRINKS for the first 1,000 Clubbers!
FREE ENTRY for all Students and Active NSFs till 11:30pm! Don’t be late!(mux have milkshake flyer printout/physical)
1-FOR-1 on all House Pour Spirit jugs ALL NIGHT!
2-FOR-1 SPECIAL: Watch out for our “BUY 1 GET 2 FREE” Special on top of our all-nighter 1-FOR-1 promotion

http://www.ministryofsound.com.sg/milkshake/

Cover charges on 08 DECEMBER :
Before 10.30pm - $15 for men and $12 for ladies (both covers include 1 drink) and
After 10.30pm - $25 for men and $20 for ladies (both covers include 2 drinks)

who wanna go??

free entry if u gt the flyer or print out

hahhaha~~~

fish i noe u wan rites=S

later roar roar kill mi for leading u the bad ways~

cia246

2007-12-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

u hold mi high up in the sky,

then u throw mi hard like nobody business.

will u treat other ger like tat?

or u simply jux wanna play with mi onli so u dun care how i feel?

i realli wanna noe how u feel towards mi...

i shldn't give u so mani free time to hook up ger...=((((

i realli realli shld nt...i hate myself.

i hate u too

i hate myself.......

i hate u too.....

y u dun reply mi in msn.

in the past u r always the one who talk to mi first.

u changed.

or tat's the true of u?

i saw u todae in skool.u r driving , i doubt u saw mi...

do u noe how much i wanna hold u tight?

do u noe how much i wanna whisper in ur ear tat" I LOVE U?"

i wanna u to stop looking at others ger n only look at mi...

i noe tat's impossible,

impossible=(

u wont notice mi=(

nv will ever notice mi=(

end of uu..

todae quarrel with jie jie=((((((

i never wanna tat way....

haix....

wad u wana say to mi??see all the pic..

cia246

2007-12-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

wad more can i say.

nothing i can say seriously.

when fate bring two person who aren't meant for each other ,

it's called an accident.

an accident of fate.

how true it is.

perhaps letting go of u ,free myself at the same time.

i believe wad mine will be mine...

no matter how hard i try.

I'm jux making a fool out of myself.

u tell mi to change.

wad actually u wanna mi to change??

i never tell u to change.

cox i love who u are.

I'm trying hard nt to think about u animore.

i noe it's tough but i believe in myself.

i believe tat I'll find someone who'll treasure mi more than u do.

every time u make mi feel tat I'm unwanted kid.

take todae for eg.

when u told mi u wanna hook someone else.

i totally break down.

i cried.

but how much u noe.

u happy happy then sms mi.

nt happy either dun reply cox u lazi,

dunno hw to reply,or jux plain busi.

is this how u treat someone u like/love?

i realli wonder.

every time my sister say u r jux playing.

i choose nt to believe them.

i believe in u.

however u disappointed mi again n again.

i realli wanna noe whether u like mi.

is it so hard for u ans mi tat?

i thought i can find happiness in staying the way we are now.

i noe i'm jux plain lying to myself.

i try nt to think no more.

cox u r nt worth my waiting no longer.

goodbye.

frene or wadever.

i dun care animore.

since u dun care for mi animore.

i wont too...

I'm jux plain sick in the mind whenever i thought u with another ger.

how u abandon mi by nt smsing/calling mi.

i'm nt telling u to sms mi every hrs.

i'm jux asking for a sms per dae also can.

but u didn't give mi a chance.

sat/sun.

i waited like a dumb dumb for ur sms.

but i dun regret noeing u baby.

it's jux tat our fate had come to an end.

perhaps u'll find someone more compatible than mi.

cia246

2007-12-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

been listening to O-Town

"I Showed Her"

It's catching up to me right now

Everything that

I've saidThe night

I left her there

When I said I wanted out

I was angry and upset

And at the time

I couldn't care less about staying there

I had to prove

I didn't care

As much as she thought I did

[Chorus:]

I showed her I let my pride take me

Far away from the only woman I loved

I showed her

Now she has found someone new

And her life will go on

And I'm all alone

But I showed her

Oh oh oh

I hear that she's in love

But it took a while for her to get over the hurt

Now I know that I messed upI was trying to give us time

But I see she took that time to find somebody else

What happened to the things she felt for me

Am I really a part of her past

[Chorus:]

I showed her

I let my pride take me far away

From the only woman I loved

I showed herNow she has found someone new

And her life will go on

And I'm all aloneBut I showed her

Woah oh oh's

[Chorus]

Now she has found someone new

And her life will go on

And I'm all alone

But I showed her

........

another song tat i love

by hugh grant n drew barrymore

way back into love.....

awww so swweeeeetsss...=)

I've been living with a shadow overhead, I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed, I've been lonely for so long, Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away, Just in case I ever need them again someday, I've been setting aside time, To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love. I can't make it true without a way back into love.Oooooh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine, I've been searching but i just don't see the signs, I know that it's out there,There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light, Not somebody just to get me through the night, I could use some direction, And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love. I can't make it through without a way back into love. And if I open my heart again, I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love, I can't make it through without a way back into love, And if I open my heart to you, I'm hoping you'll show me what to do, And if you help me to start again, You know that I'll be there for you in the end!Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh

cia246

communication breakdown again=(

EMO DAE

2007-12-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i blog a emo entry.
it's all about mi crying.
it's nt about my relationship.
it's not about freneship.
it's about kinship I'm toking todae.

first,
it's amanda's grandma.
luckily she recovered.
follow by kai's grandma.
luckily she too recovered...
but it stress two of my bao bei...
the thought of losing their kin make them treasure them more.

kinship to a large extent is very important to mi
i really see the importance of kinship.
i always make a point to do something for my family.
be it jux staying at hm.
helping ur mum do little tiny stuff like sweeping the floor.

kor's coming out this 11 dec.
wonder whether the gf will go with mi not.

i believe most of us Singaporean had read about the articles about the 5 promising rowers
who had drowned in Cambodia dragon boat tragedy.

i really pity their parent
every articles about them
be it Chinese or English,
i cry uncontrolled.
the way they suffer from the lost of their close kin pain me terribly.

i might sound like a weakling .
but i 'm not...
I'm jux soft about kinship..tat's all.

even though i dunno them
i couldn't help feeling sad for their plight.
smart/promising ,haix...

perhaps god has a new job for them.
guardian angel for their love one.

may god protect this 5 little angels.
god bless their family too=)

ps:miao miao almost tripped on thurs.hahhahahahahahahaha~~~~
although i'm on the bus, i can seeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuu......ahahahahahhaha~~~

cia246

2007-11-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

i dun noe whether it's over or wad?

we give each other one week to think about it.

ytd we did went out...alll turns out weelll...i've a good dae with him...

thanks for giving mi such a good time=)

however he told mi he's nt having fun...

dots...wad can i say then...

however. now i dunn care about the result...

i care about whether he did love mi anot.

it's the fun we had tat i'm enjoying...=)

love him yet all come to a end.

end is the opening of a new chapter or the end of our fairtale(bhb)?

ytd i didn't make him angry or did i?

hahahha~wad ever...

afterwhich,when we arrive at jie's house.

i ask him...if i kiss u wad will u do?

he say mi siao~=.=

hahahaha~~~ weird mi...

but luckily i didn't cox he say mi siao ma...

then he drove us to near heartland de tochew porridge there...

i tried to kiss him but he move backward....*shy*

so didn't kiss..hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~~~

jie say cox it's public ....

i dunnno la...if he shy(i doubt)

okies lohx...

if nt mean he dun like mi at all...=(

thanks for reading ...

happy b'dae to linex..

happi 20th=)

didn't manage to meet up guang hong cox i'm very de latex...

then he go slp liao...pai say!!!=)

aniway kai thanks for reading...

u r nt busy body...at least u care=)

but i dunno how to reply u=)

pardon mi

i went to take my towel n a bamboo stick down straight at my forehead

damn...ouch!!=(

cia246

2007-11-23T00:33:00.000+08:00

it's over between us=)
cia246

2007-11-22T14:27:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...life is boring here... kai's ah ma is in hospital n she's worried ...hope her grandma will recover soon...n i hope her stupid relative will stop their heartless act....say wad pray to their grandpa to take her grandma away...fuck offf if u dun wanna take care of ur own family member,how could u treat ur mother like tat??

human is selfish...

we had a argument ytd...
i wonder if we gt together...
everydae will have argument...
cox i realli nt sure wad he realli wanna mi to do...
he say he dun love mi...it realli hurt mi so much to noe he
doesn't love mi...
cox i realli do love him...
perhaps i should love him secretly n nt holding on to him...

todae i dreamt of him...
i dreamt i hold his hand...we were waiting for bus...
he is smiling at mi n kiss mi on my forehead...
how i wish it were true...

i realli hoppe he noe how i realli feel....

he like gers so much...as in nt realli love mi whole heartly...

love baby=)
sad u dun like mi=(

cia246

2007-11-18T03:05:00.000+08:00

<----sakura (downtown east)

<-----lollipop dae=)))

<--cindy b'dae=P

love jun jun baby =)

<---- (.___________________.)

upload more pictures asap...=)

model:mi n amanda jie=)

hahahahah~lame ~~hahaha

cia246

2007-11-18T01:53:00.000+08:00

总是全力以赴

保持日复一日的温度

多少有帮助

绕过爱你的路

就让回忆孤独

幻想拆穿在加速

爱不爱我心里有数

如果你爱着我而我也爱着你

结果还是有段跨不过的距离这时离开

还依然美丽如果说我爱着你

而你却比较爱自己我想那就不是

我的问题那不过是

人与人的关系

Ye .....

总是全力以赴

保持日复一日的温度

多少有帮助

绕过爱你的路

就让回忆孤独

幻想拆穿在加速

爱不爱我心里有数

如果你爱着我而我也爱着你

结果还是有段跨不过的距离

这时离开还依然美丽

如果说我爱着你而你却比较爱自己

我想那就不是我的问题那不过是

人与人的关系

如果你爱着我而我也爱着你

结果还是有段跨不过的距离这时离开

还依然美丽

如果说我爱着你而你却比较爱自己

我想那就不是我的问题那不过是

人与人的关系我想那就不是我的问题

那不过是人与人的关系

啊...

嗯...

蔡健雅 - 如果你爱我

i have been listening to tis song for more than half a dae...the lyrics touch my heart...

like it's saying wad i'm in now

but sometime i felt it's avril song-

HOT

"Ah, ah ah

You're so good to me baby, baby

I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one's around

I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed

I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound

I wanna stay this way forever I'll say it loud

Now you're in, and you can't get out

[Chorus]

You make me so hot

Make me wanna drop

It's so ridiculous

I can barely stop

I can hardly breathe

You make me wanna scream

You're so fabulous

You're so good to me baby, baby

I can make you feel all better, just take it in

And I can show you all the places you've never been

And I can make you say everything that you've never said

And I will let you do anything again and again

Now you're in, and you can't get out

[Chorus]

Kiss me gently

Always I knowHold me,

love me

Don't ever goOoh, yeah yeah

[Chorus X2]

You're so good

haix...he dunno whether he still like his ex etc...making mi so heartbroken...

i misses him so much yet we hardly have time for each other.

he say the ger can travel so far to c him yet i can't.

dun compare us can baby?

he noe i'm sad

n he say sorri..

i was touch cox is i'm always the one who always make him angry =P

(so i everytime say sorri)

i was away when he say he wont meet her tml

cox he say to her my darling(me=P) will be angry ...

but he didn't reply...guess he also angry lohx!!=)

hmmmm....wad can i do to make him noe how i'm feeling since the dae i noe him?

worried

sad

scare

love

cry

wad more can i ask ?

when sometime he's real damn sweeet ,

when he's real bitter to mi

when he give mi sour memories

when he give mi spicy sweet nothing.

i jux so in love with him.

i hope he noe..=)

cia246

2007-11-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

i'm tired...
from everything...
should i jux give up?
i'm confused...

could u hold mi tight so i wont leave u?
and tell mi dun go...cox i need u?
will i ever heard tat from u?

i'm so afraid...
i felt i've let someone close to mi down...
i hate this feeling...

my heart is breaking into pieces...
wad can i do then u can detected my unesy when i'm with u?

guilty is coming...
i'm so afraid..

jux one word from u
n i can decide wad m i suppose to do...

can anibody tell mi wad i can do?
i'm breaking anitime..

cia246

2007-11-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

alotx of things happen recently.there's down n up in my life...
we had a argument on november 9 and todae.

i hate having tiffs with u ..
every time we had a tiff ,
i realise how much i really don't wanna lose u...
i hope u understand tat i really need some time.
u r among all the guy i like so much tat i wont wanna give up...
i will hold on to u till u give mi up first.

everytime when u say u wanna give up,
I'm really afraid tat u really will give up .
i cry jux now but i doubt tat u noe.
u promise to meet mi on fri but in the end u forget about it...

my heart was hurting ,
when u say ur heart was hurting,mine too.
i realli wanna u to hold my hand but ...
I'm afraid...
i'm too timid

i admit.

i'm sorri boi.
i hope u read wat i write n understand how m i thinking n how much u meant to mi

there are good time we had before todae like ytd..
although i never go ur house to pei u.
we talk on the phone till i pace here n there outside the shop....
u noe how happi i was when u say u love mi?
u noe how happi i was when i say miss u to u?
i was so happi tat i on the way back to the restaurant i was smiling...
even my friends can detected my happiness i gt from u...
my happiness origin from u=)

but wad did u noe?
all u can say is like mi but realli dun have secure from u ...
cox i think u're too good to be mine.

i wanna say i love u can i hear tat from u too?

cia246

2007-11-08T03:27:00.000+08:00

i feel so bad towards serene =)

she so sad lohx!!!

gt ppl cheat her money!! damn her=)

i cannot say fcuk cox baby dun like=)

hahahaha~...cheer up serene!!!

i'll find the da xiao ren web for u asap

otherwise u choke up till u burst out n we

(the animal farm) all will be scolded by u!!

i will be tere for u okies=)

i will come to skool on time=)

eat sausage muffin(dunno spell correct nt) together okies=)

drink milk together=)

cia 246

2007-11-08T02:54:00.000+08:00

baby. can i ask u a question?

do u realli like mi?

yeah u cannot answer mi.

i noe u cannot change the way u treat others ger.
i hope u'll change.
i'm willing to wait.
but dun break my heart can?

u noe how sad i'm todae at this very moment?
i bet u dun noe anithing.
when u send tat error sms to mi...my heart ...
i cannnot describe.
u r my everything
but i'm not urs.
n u r not mine.
i noe u have the right to flirt with other gers.

but i realli hope for my sake.
u willing to treat mi like the onli one.
like how i'm treating u.
m i realli asking too much?
jie say i'm not realli into u .
but i noe.
i'm realli falling deep
r u?

u can't give mi ani secure
u can't give mi promise
u can't protect mi
u can't do anithing for mi

do u noe how much i love u?
do u noe how i feel when i reached hm?
the ice cream
ur favourite cookie & cream is melting so is my heart.
cold.
the sorrow i had
the journey without u.
i realli wanted to go find u
but the sms is the last straw.

although u say u r like this.
but.
i ask u if i were u .will u be angry.
u say u will be angry.
so dun say mi xiao qi.

i'm sorri if i can't meet u,
it's not i dun wanna c u .
it's my heart.
afraid of breaking.
i'm weakling.
i noe myself.
but dun leave mi baby.

ur coldness jux pin straight down my heart.
i'm jux afraid .
sorri i can't tell u face to face how much i love u .

i hate the way u sms other gers,
i hate the way u treating mi,
i hate the way u say i have attitude problem,
i hate it when u r unable to say u love mi.

however,
i love the way u r ,
i love the way u show ur concern to mi,
i love the way u shower ur love to mi,
i love the way u look at mi,
i love the way u laugh at my chinese name,
but wad can i do ?
i jux love u so much

u aren't mine.
m i a fool ?

do i have the right to complain?
tell mi.

cia246

2007-10-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

i miss lavender cum jia wei!!!!!!!

happi???hahhahahahahahhha~~

strictly for jia wei cuties=)

misses u!!!

cia246

2007-10-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

unable to work yesterdae nite n afternoon todae cox of tat stupid pass...hai mi gonna work tml n wed to earn more money...at bugis ...sianx de lohx...

have to do homework todae le...damn sian de lohx...dun wanna work especially evrydae's lesson start at 8am.! damn!!i hate tat when i'm broke sia..hate it!!!i think i realli need a financial planning..hahhaa~~

next month have to work more le...

hard up on cash ani one have any job lobang not??

emo time..

i dunno wad ppl aspect from mi...

do they realli like me or they r jux playing only...

i was hurt not once but twice...

although i never say it out.

doesn't mean i dun care...

i realli regret tat i never told u i love u .

how important u r to mi..

i never wanted it to be like this.

i realli regret never telling u i like u.

,i dun have enough courage to confess .

tat's why god is punishing mi.

hope evrything will end.

hope god will stop treating mi like tat any longer.

i can't take it any more.

i'm jux tired.

i'm jux a ger without anione protecting mi.

clubbing anione?hahahahahahaha~

recover so fast huh...hahahhaha~

ani one can club with mi this sat??

cia246

i love this picture so much..hahaaa~dun look like mi!!

2007-10-26T14:25:00.000+08:00

i'm working todae tml n the dae after!!

midnite midnite afternoon.. realli scare i can't wake up on time for mondae lesson sia..

so dun blame mi for being latex..

serene hope u c this n wont blame mi=)

hahaha~hmmm...life getting bored n bored evrydae

FOR MI!!!

lesson for this semester is worse than b4...

hate the timetable...

however i've more time with serene=)

i've been eating LONG JOHN SILVER for like everytime we go out...

i love the cheeses...however the cheeses is getting lesser n lesser

i've to buy $1 worths of cheeses onli reached 3/4 of the level=)

yummy!

i've to work to pay back kor $50 mummy$200 kai$18(n a meal)

stress up sia...

realli wanna go club but i still have about a mth more b4 the promise i set!!!sianx~~~~ =.=

can i BREAK THE PROMISE?

so anione wanna club?

ask mi along so i can break the promise!!!=)

call mi call mi =0

a lotx of things happen recently...

good or bad..

bad :

my godpa pass away last thurs yet till wed then i noe...

i'm sad whenever i think i didn't spend enough time with him when he's in hospital

good:

yeet finally stead with bengawan guy....haha

somemore they kissed!!

hahahahahahahhahahahahaahahha~happi for them........

went out on wed with jie n thy.

thy always make fun of jie n jie also not bad..

we watch brother,not nice at all...

ten i go toilet i step on others hahahahaa~sorri..

thy say i look different from friendster=(

not realli happi lahx!!!hahaha

he say i look slimmer in person....

i noe la i'm not good looking also dun have to do this to mi ba......~~

i'm a ger i'm easily hurt!!hhahaha

everytime i c him,my heart !i dunno y..

hope we can be frenes too but...

i noe i can't!

todae i saw him at the bus-stop

actually i wanna take bus at there...

luckily i din't...

otherwise

-.-.........................................................-.-

thy never sms since the dae we met...guys indeed!

dun ask who he is

fish saying about gg to sentosa to c the sea of song or vice versa~

hahahaha~~

chio mi out anione~~~

jux now chatting with guan hong...

nothing to talk about ...

perhap we not frenes ba...

somemore he's 2 yrs younger~~

he's one good guy~

cia246

2007-10-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

yst went to jie's hse to actually talk talk..

was suppose to talk bout how i realli feel

this whole week...hmm

should realli get a life le...

in the end ...mi n kai was slping on the floor!!

never realli slp la...onli rest rest onli...

imagine mi never slp for 24 hrs...we went back hm around 6am ba..

headed to my bed n slp till 6pm..was awake by sms...hahaha~

will be working tml at bugis tml...damn sian...

wonder they will let mi off earlier not...

i scare i can't wake up on time for skool.

dunno cook wad for later=)

i misses my dad n mum..

wonder when they reaching s'pore!!!!~~

cia246

2007-10-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

blogger:helicia(mi) n founder:kaeling

age of my blog: 10mths plus...

entries :only 29...

omg as compare to miao miao de...mi sux sia...like onli 3 entries average per mth...

damn...going to flood my blog liao otherwise unfair to my blog's founder

kaeling baobei...!!!

this blog skin is i design she help to put song,solve problem of this weird format...so tough on her...thanks so much aniway kai...

besti frene forever..

muacks...

i will keep on blogging!!

and of course hope to have a good grade to help mi get into poly!!

cia246

2007-10-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

todae/tml also never see paulo..but i caught him viewing my profile(friendster)keke~~

realli dun have ani mood to go study since skool start...should say nothing catch my attention.. or something worth my stay in the skool...

ever since he got a gf...i dun dare to look at him...

i feel tat it's not right to look at him...cox i feels it wrong...dunno wad's happening to mi..

i never thought i'll get hurt so deeply...althought never say out...but i thought u noe i like u...perhap there's no way i'm going to tell u tat since u have someone else...i'm happi for u...happi for myself tat i wont have to wait like a dumb dumb...

i'm realli confused recently...something are not meant to be say here...

sorry my besti and all...emo emo...hope i will grt over soon..wanna tan tan now man..blacky... hate my skin tone now..i wanna be blacky now...

seem so hard to do so...

jux received a sms from serene tat cindy say tml lesson started at 9am instead of 8am...

yuppiess!!!

cia246

2007-10-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

he got himself a cutie gerfrene.

i got myself a heart break

cia246

emo hel

2007-10-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

emotion stirs up my heart aroung 12 am..
i dunno why?i feel like crying...
tears holding back behind those black eyes.

i realli hate working alone
i thought i love working alone
how wrong i was!
i'm getting sick,not physically
but rather mentally..
writting useless stuff.
always break don for no reason.

i love my baobeis alots.always there for mi but
howeveri felt so....empty.
like i never noe them....or make the effort to noe them...even my own family..
i dun even noe wad my parent likes n dislikes,my close sista...
if we ever take the friendship test,confirm i wont top it.

perhap i'm no good ,a real big time failure.
realli hate myself for being a failure.
i'm always envy others.
happiness come truly from their heart.
their smiles.so true.

perhap i'm realli no good.
therefore i never notice my besti around mi.
whether they realli smiles/laugh is truly from their heart.
how happi r they with mi?

i dun c myself as a good friend...
have i realli thnk of their kindness they treated mi?
have i?

i never wanted to have a big social with alots of frenes.
jux one...who is there when i cry.who realli laugh with mi when i'm happi.
be there when i needed a shoulder.

have u ever wonder wad's realli going on with ur frenes's life..?
or
have u stop for a mins to look at ur besti...
how much have they aged since the first dae u noe them...
or
have u asked urself whether he/she is worth ur true feeling?

even ur besti,slightly indifferent about u would ask wad's e change?
cut ur hair?u change ur dress code?
or
when u get home.
u took a look at ur mum/dad.
or u jux dun even noe how they realli look like...
although u see them everydae doesn't mean u
can recongised them.....

emo cia was here....

cia246

...nitex..

2007-10-16T17:52:00.000+08:00

26/27 sept

business has been bad for venezia airport...ytd sales was like 100 buck ...todae was like onli 26 buck so far.jux b'cox i was wearing spect?(ytd was wearing contact lens)i didn't mean anithing..u noe i noe can liao..haha~i look nerdy wearing spec..but ur mommy here ani't no nerdy...haha~
rather sian here...no customer to come n play with mi..haha~been flipping magazine since start of work till 6am?

fashion is always wad i'm realli into...
not realli dress to kill...but at least pleasant looking...
unique??!! perhap...some model will like give out like "i got tat attitude"...damn cool...
like kate moss,gemma ward(19 yrs old,179 height),jessica stam(21 yrs old,179 too) ..all damn tall..
i realli like jessica alba...n scarlett johansson...
i dunno why..ut they definately got tat wad i refer as attitude n sometime they look damn cute...=) be it inside/outside...

how?i wasn't into my course i'm having now...computer stuff which i'm realli not keen...they my arch enemies...i'm computer goner...i dunno how to set up blog...etc... me jux plain stupid...

i'm more into fashion,style...
although my fashion statement sux...
always in skinny n plain top..but somehow...i think s'porean realli dressed badly...as compare to japan n hong kong...in my surrounding now i think in airport is a malay ger from sunglasses hut....she's into vintage...very retro n stylo...cox she's very petite....she can look good...unlike mi...huge n big in size....haix...fats burging out....eeeeeeek!hahaa~~

hope to be like famous designer...someone like vera wang,forever 21,gucci,prada,LV etc...
MAD u can say..
too ambition=not realistic
not saying i give up easily...but in the fashion industry u mux have alots of idea,perhap from a wealthy background...so i fail in the basic round.haha~
i dun dare to strike out a career .less say a fashion label...

realli wanna hit the beach everydae if possible...i wanna get blacky....=)

cia246

emo mi

2007-10-15T01:11:00.000+08:00

she thought she's the one for him.
she thought she has the love from him.
she thought she's the most happier women in this world.
to her,he's everything.

neverless,she's not the one for him.
he always think he love her.
but his heart is with someone else.

her heart broken into pieces whenever the someone else's name is mention.
she thought of leaving him.
but she love him too much to do so.
they were once really truly in love.
but his heart is not with her no more.
she think about suicide .
she has the courage.
but she dun wannna leave the guy in misery over her death.

she's confused.
she really wanna leave him.
but she can't.
she love him too much.....
the promises they made to each other.

because she love him too much.
she decided to leave him.
after the guy leave her.

emo helicia was here...haha~ the above is i write one when i'm too bored over at my work place.

tml/todae is e end of summer holidae...here comes the harsh winter....hahaha~
wonder when is my paulo teaching us????
tml lesson is a long one...noel all dae long...new course...yup!i'm thrilled!!=)

love mi like u once love.
hate mi like u always do.

been working long hours for the past wed,fri n sun... at bugis....
the crowds over there is like.......................................................(long)
hahaa~our gelato is quite famous n nice i mux say....loving bel,hazel n mint choc......yummy!!!=)

movie anione?

cia246

money i'm getting vexed!

2007-10-08T01:32:00.000+08:00

Next month really have to piang already...earning quite little ever since my holidae.....should i get another job asap?or get two job n studies at the same time ? money come to mommy.....hahaha~

Dad n Mum gg to Taiwan for holidae...without us kids...cox very ex...haha...nvm...since i plan to go thailand...yeet ask whether i wanna change to malaysia instead not..hmmm.the clear beach...i discuss with my mom n mom violently reject my plan...cox she say m'sia very dangerous..=)...go thailand then she say never go b4 mehx...etc...

she's jux worry about my safety ba...i'm still young...can earn enough le go japan or korea!!!yesh!!
own mum...$100 plus her b'dae...so i give her 200 buck...OMG!!!
no money left....no more shopping spree...no more eating good food!!
i wanna go fish n co ..i never been there.. but i realli love long john silver~ everydae eat also no problem ar~hahahaha~ cheesseeee~omg...yummy!!!
getting real fatter n fattter~so fat dun look good on clothes~hummmp!
should slim down to 55kg...for my height should be okay ba...
ibm=i dunno how to calculate~hahaha

strictly no more clubbing for mi for two months...cox ------>
20 sept thurs(b4 jolyna 'go back' party)
organize by melissa goh!!!=)
should suppose to be fun ...but i spoilt it all b'cox i'm DRUNK~yesh DRUNK....stupid mi...i vomit all over n none of my 'frene' dare to carry mi to toilet...frenes~~~ha...all the bad things u can think of...except taking out my clothe....damn stupid mi=) can hardly believe myself...
all i can think of is the next dae....kaeling say her mom n her stripe mi....pai say sia!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahaha~~~~~~
can hardly believe.keke~left onli 1 mth 13 dae to go...haix....
think of the song...'LAST NIGHT" by p.diddy..

MY LIFE DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU
SO DUN THINK I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT U
I KNOW I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR U BUT
U CAN'T PLAY WITH MY HEART
COX I'M NO TOYS
I'M NOT WEAKLING
SO DAMN U WITH THE BUSYNESS OF FLIRTING
WITH OTHERS GERS...
OFF U GO!!!
_EVIL SANTA_

cia246

clubbing life

2007-09-15T02:22:00.001+08:00

....................life as a sista/daughter/clubber.................................

i'm mad!been clubbing recently....

on 1 sept/ 5 sept/12 sept.....

with amanda jie.linez.ting mei.jolyna bibi.sihui bibi.melissa bibi.pris.

on 12 sept is with babe nicole n babe angelyn...

asking kai to go too...but impossible ba~~haha~

going again this coming wed n fri ....most pro is go zouk-phuture

before darling jo go back to america....

i'm going to give a memorable dae b4 she went back so tat she'll look forward to her next holidae!!!

evil bitch mi!=)

i hate my family..........

i hate my life....

only party make mi feel better or b'cox ........ got friend to stand by mi...

if only my life stop at 12.

perhap i'll be happier..

with or without my dad .

we still can survive.

i love my mum.i dun wanna lose her more than anyone.

i hate my dad.i hate the ger who break my family

dun u noe the term FAMILY?(father and mother i love you)

i hate tat my dad wanna a divorce n ask mum to remarry?

if so plz do so......i dun give a damn

mum started drinking every nitez jux to slp so she will not to think too much...

out there u so happi merry with tat fucking chee bye(slut)

she dun deserve a name call slut also.it's jux to good for her...no word can describe her.....

fuck off if u dun like us as if we like u.....

dad get a life.......or should i say mr khoo get a life........

fuck off with tat bitch n stop causing mum so much miserable.....

if anithing happen to mum...

hell no heaven for u...hell yes hell...

flirt all u might n u'll regret in future.

we'lll never give u any damn god respect.

no respect.

ani no respect.

wad goes up mux come down...retribution

go far n dun let us c u n tat fucking bitch together or dun blame mi for being a vicious bitch.

life will never be the same again.........

hate hate hate..........

no life

no family

no study

no work

no love

no friends

= dead

mi now is

no life

no family

no study(result very poor)

no work(soon)

no love

= half dead...

luckily i still have friends.........

i love my baobei......

outside:(4ever)

amanda jie

ting mei

dar kae

dar miao

dar jolyna

dar sihui

dar shu yuan

dar siew peng

dar melissa

dar yeeting

dar lilian

dar nicole

dar angelyn

dar lifen

dar linez

dar siew peng

dar mei ting

dar jasmine

dar jia rong

dar hui hui

natt amelia

denise

huili

huilin

huishan.....

john kor(onli guy in the list..ha~he also ger la...shemale)

so much to mention. no ur name mux alwaes contact mi ar!!!

hahaha~

skool:

serene

shi yun(fish)

khairun(mutton)

usha(beef/prawn)

jia wei

cindy

yihao

kok hong (lionel)

mr paulo(!!!)haha
jamin(our poor xiao se)

once the guy:jun xiang

thanks!!!!

cia246

fun dae.thanks gers!

2007-09-01T15:35:00.001+08:00

<---mi(attitude sia haha)

<--- mi n jo lao po

(current mi)looking man sia

<--- fish style de..

<--- missing jx but now...

<--- on my b'dae(at mel's house)

<---- when i feel he's gone. now it's real.

<--- misses my hair so much!!

<--- ac!u noe!haha~

jux wanna post some picture..feeling blue now..

cia246

hmmm.....

2007-09-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

updating 22nd june stuff...

'life still goes on'

hmmm...i realli wonder how ppl blog their stuff.. start rite away or like mi crapping?

hahaha~pardon mi...me siao saio de...

yesterdae was an important dae ... it's not my besti's wedding dae nor it's my parent's anniversary.. it was..... my BIRTHDAE!!! haha~ seem like i'm leaving 2 nearer n nearer...damn feeling so old when i'm still hanging around with those kids in my block...haha~

on 22nd june..

i spent my dae with amanda jie kai,ting mei n melissa and my son ..

then we go clarke quay to have dinner.follow which we went back to ken's working place..

then jie took something like cake.... first i didn't think much then it turns out to be... MY BIRTHDAE CAKE!!!thanks so much!! thanks ken n jie for the cake!!

first time have a cake from my besti!!

muack all of u!!

then we rush back to have cake at mel's house.yummy tiramisu!

hahaha~thinking of cutting the cake.but amanda have to go hm liao...=(

but still manage to eat the cake b4 she went hm!!

great fun ya...around 3 plus (am).we order MAC delivery...yummy..!!

6am wake up again then went hm...

23rd june

went to a seafood restaurant to have dinner... mummy's treat!

damn long. book at 8:15 .but we arrive like 8:10 .it's still not ready yet!!

while waiting.got one guy keep looking at my brother's gf lifen!!

damn!then i block his view....damn him...i stare back then he like very scaree!!haha~

lifen also...but my dummy brother dunno...and one more..my dumb brother dunno it's my b'dae!!the signature dishes was not realli up to standard sia..70 plus for the crab like too ex le lohx!perhap so ex de i cannot eat.haha~bill turns out to be 156.95...damn!

my two dae pay sia...no wonder so many seafood restaurant is still brisk in business!

haha~after which we had durian cake from angie choice..yummy !(under my request)

mummy dote on mi de..can't blame!haha~and ya ! thanks john for the present!

i love it!!!=)

cia246